The Hidden Girl

Hi people,  Life is full of obstacles the problem for me is that these obstacles can be real objects that I some how magically always seem to fall over. This is OK most of the time, except when your on a bus and fall on someones lap. Let just say its not like the movies, really not like the movies. And if you do ever fall over someone or trip, swing on a poll and fall on someone don't just stay on the floor, face red as a tomato on a bus filled with strangers. Wasn't one of my finest moments I must say. Another embarrassing moment was when I was at school and I tripped over my chair while trying to sit down causing me to face plant into the ground in front of my whole class. These moment would be fine is I didn't have anxiety. It so hard to forget embarrassing moments with anxiety or at least for me. It's like I have these moments on a continues replay in my mind.  The only thing that seems to help me a bit is telling myself that they won't remember this. Just

Hi, Yes i'm alive. I have not die since I last posted, yay!! Anyway, I feel so bad for not posting in a while seeing as I just started this blog and then not posting in over a month. I'm just going to give myself a sarcastic pat on the back and act like it was just last week I posted my first two blog post. So now that we know i'm alive I would like to say thanks, I open my blog today too see I had two comments and a follower. To a lot of people that would be nothing but the fact that even one person read my post and decide to follow me or comment really means a lot to me. So thanks. Also hope everybody had a good Christmas and New Year.  P.S planning on posting tomorrow ( thinking of it now this might not do a lot seeing as slim chance of anyone seeing this before tomorrow 💓) Thanks from The Hidden Girl