The Hidden Girl

Hi everybody, Now I totally get that friends drift apart and it happens a lot but how do you just forget a friend? Last year I was at different school but I had to change for some issues at my old school. The friends at my old school really did mean a lot to me and I thought I was something to then. So why has it been they have ignored me this year? Sure our friendship wasn't perfect but still I had known them for years. Then as time goes by I'm trying to contact my friends and they act like I'm invisible. I really just don't get how you can be friends with someone then treat them like nothing. As time goes by at my new school were I really haven't found my place yet I'm dwelling on the past. Going back to all the good memories that I had made in the past years at my old school. That is what I'm afraid is holding me back, clinging on to the past friendships that I had. I wonder if I could see them again and maybe that would help me see that the friends

Hi, This is really weird and I don't really know what i'm doing but anyway. 'My life is like a roller coaster.' Thanks to the world for giving use this amazing quote. Anyway it basically sums up my life perfectly. I have some issues and trust me they are people in situations WAY worse then mine but still life is tough. I have never been properly assessed but i'm 99.99999% I have depression and anxiety plus panic attacks here and there.  Like I said life is tough from finding friends, studies, etc. So i'm here writing a blog for the reason that someone might see this and be like i'm not alone in this cruel world we call home. Great, now that is done I can move on to sunshine and lollipops. Not really, this is a get to meet the person writing. So to sum me up I have made some dot points. - Geek - Loves to read - Thinks Hamilton (the Broadway show) is the best thing to ever happen. - Loves writing and acting (though is not very good at eith